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Wednesday, January 09, 2008
im sorry...
i saw my "art work" posted at his blog and it made me cry... ='( i mean... why is he so good to me? It makes me feel so guilty about everything Ive done to him... I feel so bad for hurting him back then... I did that coz I wanted everything to end already... and he did everything to hold on to me... Why does he love me this much? ='( He won't let go... It just makes me feel... It makes me feel like... Like I have to go back for him...
Y Y Hanna flew away at 4:35 PM Y Y
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Thursday, October 25, 2007
Y Y Hanna flew away at 4:58 AM Y Y
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
i know this sounds weird... but the thing is... i still kind of miss addi whenever i look at his blog... its kind of funny how certain things make me miss him and how certain things kind of reminds me of the very reasons why we broke up. Like for example... the red lions won the championship of the NCAA this 2007 (hurrah!! ^_^ bedaaaa-RAH!) and it kind of made me miss him coz last year, we watched the championship game 2gether. I actually wanted to watch it with him... but I had classes. And how the word 'frolics' send me smiling all the time. And how STC still kind of reminds me of him. And uh... mcdo retiro and the old frio mixx kind of has the same effect. i know its odd, and I shouldnt feel this way anymore... but I guess once you've shared your life with someone... they kind of become a part of who you are. Its like they teach you important life lessons which you couldnt have learned if you never made the choices you've made in the past. And you know that whatever happens, wherever life takes you.. and no matter how long it has been... it will always stay. People come and go in our lives for certain reasons. They all have their purpose. Their own meaning... their own depth. I guess now, looking back at everything that has happened... There are also a lot of things that make me think about our break up. And why it was the right thing to do. But I wont focus on that. Because life is a journey. It is a presentation of endless choices you can make. It could be hard, or easy. Happy, or sad. Pointless or meaningful. Beautiful or ugly. Melancholic or wild. Shallow or deep. Fabulous or dull. Laid-back or fast-paced. Complicated or simple. And I guess, I choose to see the time I spent with him, as happy and meaningful.
Y Y Hanna flew away at 3:49 PM Y Y
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
...i still think of u...
i still really do....
i get flash backs all the time...
like that time we went 2 intramuros...
visited the museums and the gardens...
we said we meant the world 2 each other back then....
and that time we went 2 dexter's place?...
in his condominium in the heart of binondo,
where i cud just observe the very rich culture of the chinoys...
and we went up in this glass elevator up up up to the rooftop?...
the sun was setting then while the wind blew softly...
i couldn't forget that...
frolics... family days... bandfests... the stupid fights we had... its amazing... even the jeepneys rides are memorable... how ud put ur arm around me when a scary guy is sitting near... i guess... i guess those are really good memories... it was nice being with u... il cherish them forever... but i guess we're not meant 2b... oh well... someday addi... someday... i hope we'll find it in our hearts 2b friends again... =)
Y Y Hanna flew away at 10:47 PM Y Y
friends? =')
i still love u... alam m ba un? alam m ba un? pero hinde... hindi pwede... masyado mo ng pinatagal... im moving forward... im moving forward,,,... no matter how hard... no matter what it takes... im going away.... im slipping away....
Y Y Hanna flew away at 2:14 PM Y Y
my god, im so frikin lazy...
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
the thing is... its already 8:24pm... AND tomorrow's suppose 2b my monthly exam. i havent studied a single thing. I cant blv myself. AND i still had the gutts 2 write ths. I cant bliv ME. Yeah well... tons of things going on in my life ryt now. Cant say everything in here tho. My GOD, this is suppose 2b my blog and I cant even write, what I figgin wna write. Nagiging cycle na 2 eh. First, I say, ANDAMING nangyayare sa buhay ko (TWING marami nga ha.) and then I'd say, "oh I cant say everything here" which if u actually think about it, is like... what the hell do I still have a blog for. AND THEN, I thank people who are there 4 me at that time, like, what is this, then? An acknowledegement paper?? Honestly... *rolls eyes* and I cant even blame people. I just blame ME.
Y Y Hanna flew away at 8:24 PM Y Y
me, myself and i!
Hi! Im Hanna! Im 18 years old, I'm a scorpio and I love all
things girly! ^_^ W-ell, what can I say? I'm a normal girl
living in a normal world. I am currently taking up nursing in the
very very old world of UST. ^_^ I am actually planning on taking
up medicine, tho I hav no idea how since I'm not even
very very good with my lessons right now. I am, as you may say,
mediocre, when it comes to my studies. Which is a bad thing,
I know. But yeah, well... I am very much lazy. -_- I love
writing things. And I love reading books too! ^_^ but i dont
even know why I dont wna write the things I'm suppose to be writing
like those dreadful NCPs and I also hate reading when it comes to
reading the stuff Im suppose to be reading. I love fairytales.
I love happy endings and I am hoping that one day,
I'l get to have my own happy ending too. ^_^